Yeah I haven't been on in like... forever o_o

Well, after having a massive panic attack along with a seizure that followed an extremely violent mood swing, the doctors finally decided to try and give me something to keep my bipolar shit under control. The thing is, they gave me.... seroquel. Which can cause weight gain, and I've had quite a few anorexic / bulimic episodes in the past.... yeah probably should've mentioned that. Anyway I've been taking the stuff for like 3 days but thankfully I don't seem to be experiencing the typical insatiable appetite. It does knock me out pretty well though, and I had heard it can cause hallucinations in higher doses if you manage to stay awake.

So last night, I took a bunch of it and walked down the block to the park to see what happens.
I woke up this morning knocked out on my bed confused and trying to recall what the hell happened. All I can remember is that I was so messed up I ended up hanging out with some 13 year old swaggots, somehow stumbled home (god knows how I made it), and then bitched at my aunt about wanting donuts before I assume I knocked out on my bed.
And I didn't hallucinate .-. I am dissapoiiiiinnnttt >___>