It's official. I'm a hobo. Weeelll maybe not fully. But technically, yes I am now homeless. My mom threw me out over a month ago. Around the hospital GURNEY incident time. But yeah it sucks I keep having seizures and life is kind of shitty but I POWER THROUGH with my strange overly negative sense of messed up humors and skewed positivity. I also steal my sis Mustache's food a lot and obsess of Steven Universe to try and stay happy. Yes I watch Steven Universe as a near full grown woman at my grandparents house to the confusion of everyone around me. I am a strange person.
Uhhhh anyway. More life shit, I couldn't do workforce anymore so school is just... stagnant. I don't go. lol. I have seizures and they are becoming more and more frequent and they're really starting to get a little spoopy (seriously though, they are kind of terrifying and I don't know how to stop them.) Stress level is not okay. I can't eat a lot of the food my grandparents eat and my grandma can't take me grocery shopping often so food is also a problem. Many problems.
Buuuut I have sort of! Solutions for thing. Various stuff.. or a life plan I guess you would say. First off the good news is I am 18 in August so then I can go get food stamps so food will no longer be an issue and I can also pay back my sis for all the times I jacked her food. Then I will start seeing a doctor or therapist or whatever for my mental health stuff because the age problem will be out of the way, and hopefully I can get myself some sweet, sweet wellbutrin because holy crap I miss the way wellbutrin made me feel. I can also then try and figure out why the hell I am having seizures and if my suspected heart problems are real. And if all goes smoothly with food stamps and health care stuff, then I can start school again! Online school anyway. I'm sure getting school out of the way will help my situation A LOT.
But for now I just have to waaittt e_e Just a few more months of stealing food from my poor sister and having seizures. Then I will be able to actually legally go and figure things out for myself. So until then.
also this weekend and it's unsaid activities have left me kinda brain fried so sorry for craziness to the non existant people who read this