Is a scary turtle
Things have happened recently... People I care about have basically stabbed me in the back, so I'm trying to just remove myself from the situation and ignore that one.. particular issue. Which is fine, because honestly I can't deal with fakers right now, I don't need any extra bullshit in my life and if they ever turn out to realize they did something wrong and will acknowledge that, that's really just enough for me. Bitterness never does any good, but it doesn't mean I'm going to forget about it so that it just happens all over again.
One good thing is I'm at least making it to workforce everyday, the workload is getting kind of grueling but hopefully everything will turn out all right, I basically know a big chunk of the people there and I'm on decent terms with everyone. My aunt has been sober for weeks now, she quit the drugs cold turkey and I think she believes the worst of it is over now. She's smoking like 30 cigarettes a day, and she still drinks sometimes, but that's better than meth, definitely. We got to go to the fair together ;u; I wanted to go with her in the first place but for a while I didn't think she'd want to go, but she did. She forced me to go on the zipper and I had like this weird little mini seizure thing on it, it sucked. She tried to make me go home but I was all fuck no lets keep going on rides XD we stayed all the way until it shut down.
I'm alright basically, I don't think anybody reads these things but I like to write them so I can look back on them later. I think there's just some people in my life I'll be better of ignoring for the time being, and I'm super proud of my aunt for everything she's accomplished >w<