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I might actually maybe possibly go to bak anime in january.
And there might be a chance that I will cosplay Mamimi from FLCL.
If I can actually get some money. So far my only way of obtaining money is my grandma and she has (understandably so) been worried about financial shit because we have to get an apartment soon considering my mom is going to be able to legally throw me out of the house this summer. I mean, things will be easier in some ways at that point because I'll be able to sign up for food stamps and maybe get on wellfare or something like that I have no fucking idea how that whole thing works yet. And I'm also getting fined for a bunch of bull shit after I got kicked out of workforce FOR HAVING THE FLU OF ALL THINGS O___O (like srsly there were bitches fighting up in there and they didn't care but I get kicked out for getting sick???)
ANYWAY JUST LET ME LIVE MY DREAMS FOR ONE SECOND OKAY?? I'M NOT PREPARED TO BE AN ADULT /sobs/ even tho this is coming from the person who signed up for medi cal by themselves at 15....
But yesss putting all these sad things aside it's something I would very much like to do because I never get to do fun things like this. Ever since I was 14 I've always had to be the adult in the situation. While my friends were going to the mall or attending conventions I was at social services signing up for insurance and trying to figure out how I was gonna eat the next day. I just would really really like to be able to do a couple fun things before it's too late. So I'm seriously gonna try and go this (next? technically) year. I don't know if any of my old friends read my journals anymore but if you do I MISS ALL OF YOU BUTTS A LOT OKAY AND I HOPE MAYBE I GET TO SEE YOU <3
I might actually maybe possibly go to bak anime in january.
And there might be a chance that I will cosplay Mamimi from FLCL.
If I can actually get some money. So far my only way of obtaining money is my grandma and she has (understandably so) been worried about financial shit because we have to get an apartment soon considering my mom is going to be able to legally throw me out of the house this summer. I mean, things will be easier in some ways at that point because I'll be able to sign up for food stamps and maybe get on wellfare or something like that I have no fucking idea how that whole thing works yet. And I'm also getting fined for a bunch of bull shit after I got kicked out of workforce FOR HAVING THE FLU OF ALL THINGS O___O (like srsly there were bitches fighting up in there and they didn't care but I get kicked out for getting sick???)
ANYWAY JUST LET ME LIVE MY DREAMS FOR ONE SECOND OKAY?? I'M NOT PREPARED TO BE AN ADULT /sobs/ even tho this is coming from the person who signed up for medi cal by themselves at 15....
But yesss putting all these sad things aside it's something I would very much like to do because I never get to do fun things like this. Ever since I was 14 I've always had to be the adult in the situation. While my friends were going to the mall or attending conventions I was at social services signing up for insurance and trying to figure out how I was gonna eat the next day. I just would really really like to be able to do a couple fun things before it's too late. So I'm seriously gonna try and go this (next? technically) year. I don't know if any of my old friends read my journals anymore but if you do I MISS ALL OF YOU BUTTS A LOT OKAY AND I HOPE MAYBE I GET TO SEE YOU <3
hobohobohobo IIIII am a hobo
It's official. I'm a hobo. Weeelll maybe not fully. But technically, yes I am now homeless. My mom threw me out over a month ago. Around the hospital GURNEY incident time. But yeah it sucks I keep having seizures and life is kind of shitty but I POWER THROUGH with my strange overly negative sense of messed up humors and skewed positivity. I also steal my sis Mustache's food a lot and obsess of Steven Universe to try and stay happy. Yes I watch Steven Universe as a near full grown woman at my grandparents house to the confusion of everyone around me. I am a strange person.
Uhhhh anyway. More life shit, I couldn't do workforce anymore so schoo
GURNEYS ARE TERRIFYING CONTRAPTIONS
They really are. I'm serious.
So I was in the hospital yesterday. It was an experience. I rode in an ambulance. The ambulance ride was actually pretty cool BUT THE GURNEY WAS HORRIBLE OH MY GOD IF I WASN'T IN SO MUCH PAIN I WOULD HAVE SCREAMED. I always figured they were low to the ground, like they are when they put you on to them but noooo once you're on and strapped down THAT MOTHERFUCKER RISES TO THE HEAVENS I mean it's like 7 feet tall and it's TILTED so you feel like you're gonna fall and then they roll you away and if you hit a bump or some shit on the way the EMTS don't maneuver around it THEY FORCE YOU OVER IT I was crying so hard i
LUCIFER
Is a scary turtle :(
Things have happened recently... People I care about have basically stabbed me in the back, so I'm trying to just remove myself from the situation and ignore that one.. particular issue. Which is fine, because honestly I can't deal with fakers right now, I don't need any extra bullshit in my life and if they ever turn out to realize they did something wrong and will acknowledge that, that's really just enough for me. Bitterness never does any good, but it doesn't mean I'm going to forget about it so that it just happens all over again.
One good thing is I'm at least making it to workforce everyday, the workload is getti
seizure seizure y u do dis seizure
Hello my non-existant audience, today at workforce I almost had a seizure. It was really shitty and I narrowly escaped having an ambulance called. I am also now very wary of the counselor who often seems to roam the campus during our deserted workforce hours, and she, in turn, is wary (in a pitying kind of way... that's the worst kind of way you know) of me. I also happened to end up rambling, to a classmate who tried to help me, of my paranoia of mary kay, 3B, CPS, and all those ...wonderful services offered to my poor soul whenever I absolutely positively DO NOT WANT THEM. And I think she was a little bit... concerned. I do not know what aw
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shhhh. i might go ;u; and and and then we can do stuff. (alsowtfaboutJimmyNuetron??xD)