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It's official. I'm a hobo. Weeelll maybe not fully. But technically, yes I am now homeless. My mom threw me out over a month ago. Around the hospital GURNEY incident time. But yeah it sucks I keep having seizures and life is kind of shitty but I POWER THROUGH with my strange overly negative sense of messed up humors and skewed positivity. I also steal my sis Mustache's food a lot and obsess of Steven Universe to try and stay happy. Yes I watch Steven Universe as a near full grown woman at my grandparents house to the confusion of everyone around me. I am a strange person.
Uhhhh anyway. More life shit, I couldn't do workforce anymore so school is just... stagnant. I don't go. lol. I have seizures and they are becoming more and more frequent and they're really starting to get a little spoopy (seriously though, they are kind of terrifying and I don't know how to stop them.) Stress level is not okay. I can't eat a lot of the food my grandparents eat and my grandma can't take me grocery shopping often so food is also a problem. Many problems.
Buuuut I have sort of! Solutions for thing. Various stuff.. or a life plan I guess you would say. First off the good news is I am 18 in August so then I can go get food stamps so food will no longer be an issue and I can also pay back my sis for all the times I jacked her food. Then I will start seeing a doctor or therapist or whatever for my mental health stuff because the age problem will be out of the way, and hopefully I can get myself some sweet, sweet wellbutrin because holy crap I miss the way wellbutrin made me feel. I can also then try and figure out why the hell I am having seizures and if my suspected heart problems are real. And if all goes smoothly with food stamps and health care stuff, then I can start school again! Online school anyway. I'm sure getting school out of the way will help my situation A LOT.
But for now I just have to waaittt e_e Just a few more months of stealing food from my poor sister and having seizures. Then I will be able to actually legally go and figure things out for myself. So until then.
HOBO CHILD
AWAAAAYYYYYY ~~~***~~**~~
also this weekend and it's unsaid activities have left me kinda brain fried so sorry for craziness to the non existant people who read this
Uhhhh anyway. More life shit, I couldn't do workforce anymore so school is just... stagnant. I don't go. lol. I have seizures and they are becoming more and more frequent and they're really starting to get a little spoopy (seriously though, they are kind of terrifying and I don't know how to stop them.) Stress level is not okay. I can't eat a lot of the food my grandparents eat and my grandma can't take me grocery shopping often so food is also a problem. Many problems.
Buuuut I have sort of! Solutions for thing. Various stuff.. or a life plan I guess you would say. First off the good news is I am 18 in August so then I can go get food stamps so food will no longer be an issue and I can also pay back my sis for all the times I jacked her food. Then I will start seeing a doctor or therapist or whatever for my mental health stuff because the age problem will be out of the way, and hopefully I can get myself some sweet, sweet wellbutrin because holy crap I miss the way wellbutrin made me feel. I can also then try and figure out why the hell I am having seizures and if my suspected heart problems are real. And if all goes smoothly with food stamps and health care stuff, then I can start school again! Online school anyway. I'm sure getting school out of the way will help my situation A LOT.
But for now I just have to waaittt e_e Just a few more months of stealing food from my poor sister and having seizures. Then I will be able to actually legally go and figure things out for myself. So until then.
HOBO CHILD
AWAAAAYYYYYY ~~~***~~**~~
also this weekend and it's unsaid activities have left me kinda brain fried so sorry for craziness to the non existant people who read this
GURNEYS ARE TERRIFYING CONTRAPTIONS
They really are. I'm serious.
So I was in the hospital yesterday. It was an experience. I rode in an ambulance. The ambulance ride was actually pretty cool BUT THE GURNEY WAS HORRIBLE OH MY GOD IF I WASN'T IN SO MUCH PAIN I WOULD HAVE SCREAMED. I always figured they were low to the ground, like they are when they put you on to them but noooo once you're on and strapped down THAT MOTHERFUCKER RISES TO THE HEAVENS I mean it's like 7 feet tall and it's TILTED so you feel like you're gonna fall and then they roll you away and if you hit a bump or some shit on the way the EMTS don't maneuver around it THEY FORCE YOU OVER IT I was crying so hard i
bak anime 2015?
SoooOoooOOOOooooooooOOOooooo................................
I might actually maybe possibly go to bak anime in january.
And there might be a chance that I will cosplay Mamimi from FLCL.
If I can actually get some money. So far my only way of obtaining money is my grandma and she has (understandably so) been worried about financial shit because we have to get an apartment soon considering my mom is going to be able to legally throw me out of the house this summer. I mean, things will be easier in some ways at that point because I'll be able to sign up for food stamps and maybe get on wellfare or something like that I have no fucking idea h
LUCIFER
Is a scary turtle :(
Things have happened recently... People I care about have basically stabbed me in the back, so I'm trying to just remove myself from the situation and ignore that one.. particular issue. Which is fine, because honestly I can't deal with fakers right now, I don't need any extra bullshit in my life and if they ever turn out to realize they did something wrong and will acknowledge that, that's really just enough for me. Bitterness never does any good, but it doesn't mean I'm going to forget about it so that it just happens all over again.
One good thing is I'm at least making it to workforce everyday, the workload is getti
seizure seizure y u do dis seizure
Hello my non-existant audience, today at workforce I almost had a seizure. It was really shitty and I narrowly escaped having an ambulance called. I am also now very wary of the counselor who often seems to roam the campus during our deserted workforce hours, and she, in turn, is wary (in a pitying kind of way... that's the worst kind of way you know) of me. I also happened to end up rambling, to a classmate who tried to help me, of my paranoia of mary kay, 3B, CPS, and all those ...wonderful services offered to my poor soul whenever I absolutely positively DO NOT WANT THEM. And I think she was a little bit... concerned. I do not know what aw
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